the deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy

How is it that when I'm stressed or supposed to be stressed out, I do the things I'm not supposed to do????!!!!

Today I went to school and (surprise surprise!!) barely listened in class.. I wonder just how I'm gonna survive my slackest semester EVER!

Honestly my mind is just not in the present, not in the past and definitely not in the future. I just lose it in some timeless fantasy or useless distraction or something.


I don't know where to start for my so-called self-improvement. Plus I have to be single and independent now, and stop relying on others to make me happy! Anyway.. I guess I just gotta keep trying!


I watched How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days on TV at 8.30pm.. Gosh it is hilarious!! I thought it would be a cliched chick flick but no, it's really good fun! I wish I could attend a diamond party too!!! oOOoO but security will never let me in till I become famous... Or.. simply be skinny from horse tranquilizers!! And.. and.. and filed my jaw, raise my eyes, plump my lips, smoothen my skin with horse shit, sharpen my nose, boob job butt job blah blah blah blah... such an endless pain to look perfect!! I'd rather be lazy.. Blog and bitch about the hot chicks!!



At 11.40pm, watched Nanny Diaries with Pei Ni.. Haha she was late and then I bought a SUPER CUP coke but yea we didn't miss a thing!!!












Phew.. I would say the movie is a little cliched and predictable but it is very sweet and an enjoyable watch. Oh the little kid!!!! I'm glad he turned out happy! oOoo Scarlett Johanssen has such a perfect natural curvy body.. couldn't take my eyes off it. Must be so nice to be her!! MmMmm.. fantasies..


Yea anyway my dad called in the middle of the movie to tell me that he talked to the people-in-charge and got both internships I was gonna apply for. Yay!!!! Well it's not any official program or anything but I am looking forward to it.. I'm sure I'll learn a lot from it! And now I've just gotta write some kinda letter to them.. !"£$R£Q*@% This is simply too difficult for my brain on coke and movie marathons!!!!

Wow, I haven't seen my own blog for what.. AGES! It's actually pretty embarrassing to read about all the ups and downs in my archives (-.-!!!). I sounded so immature sometimes but it's quite funny!!! =P

Quite a few things have happened this year, but I'm just going to speed things up.. Right now so stressed with everything in my life.. My studies, weight and lack of good friends. Basically just not happy with myself. It went pretty bad for quite a while....... But now it's a little better.

And so I've come up with a new mission. To get rid of this constant inner turmoil, and to regain at least some of my self-peace and cheerfulness! Wish me luck!! I think I'm gonna start needing this blog for any release.

Long time no update!! Sorrieeeee~! Hahaha.. gosh the end of exams was a huge relief for me. I stayed longer cos my bf ended later. I was bored out of my mind and constantly kept whining to him and blaming him. But when he finally ended, hehe, it was worth it. Got to spend so much time with him so lovey dovey and treated like a princess~!

Oh yah, 27th is our anniversary but I was leaving on that day so he took me out the night before. It was a pricey dinner, bit scary. Still, I had a good time enjoying the interesting fusion food and getting drunk over all the wine. Heheh, I kept giggling and grinning for no reason. He was kinda tipsy too so it was funny.

He sent me off at the airport. And gave me a pen as a present as well. So sad to leave him :(

I'm in Brunei now.. Haven't done much except visit my grandma and cousins. Looked after my mum's shop and basically just bummed around. Was in Singapore for a coupla days. Met Sylvia for two days.. I was accompanying her before her flight but she ended up missing it. Haha alamaks.. We went for dinner behind my house instead. She managed to get on the next flight.. Phew..

Man, it's been more than two weeks since my last post and heaps of things have happened~! I haven't been so contented in ages after such an unexpected whirlwind of events. No more sadness! Whee~~

I mentioned in my last post that I met this guy. I enjoyed talking to him for hours at leadership camp and we saw each other a few more times at group meetings.

A week later, I got impatient. The next time I met him, I tried to ask him for hot chocolate. We stayed at Kokoblack talking about everything until closing time. Man, it felt like we were in our own little world. He seemed to throw little hints at me. I took my chances and asked him for a movie and maybe dinner.

It was a beautiful first date. He took me to a Japanese restaurant 25 min drive away from the city. Had nonstop servings of different kinds of sushi. Kinda expensive but it was wonderful~! After watching the Da Vinci Code, he came to my place and we chatted all the way till 4am. I was really tired and though I tried to maintain the conversation, I think I ended up screwing it up and got so pissed with myself.

Surprisingly, he didn't mind at all and even came by the next morning for a chat. Halfway through, he took my hand and made me this whole super lovely romantic confession. It was all I needed to hear and I was totally bowled over. Voila~ sooo I have a boyfriend now.

It's been a week and a half since then, and I'm still happy about us. I can't believe I bothered to waste so much time and energy being depressed over a guy who didn't appreciate me. It was only just a while ago that I was swearing off guys.. I didn't expect to find one I'd actually be attracted to. And he treats me like a princess~ Ehehhee.. I think this is a much healthier relationship for me. :D

Oh well, I look forward to being with him for longer. See how things go. =] We're trying not to let it affect our work. It's inevitable, so I'm gonna have to try my best. Gotta study hardddd!! I only have one week more and then the semester is really over~!

Wahh, finished my Entertainment Experience presentation at tutorial today. My powerpoint was quite plain and short, so most of the time I kept talking and discussing and pretended to know what I was talking about.. Huahaha..

Met up with Jennifer for lunch today.. Wahh haven't gone out with her in ages man.. Bad girl.. All her fault!! I played Russell Peters on my laptop for her.. Hahah!! She was using my earphones cos Union House was real noisy.. I couldn't hear a thing, but just looking at Russell Peters and reading his lips and actions, I just knew exactly what he was saying and kept laughing like mad with her! Hahaha~ Trust me to watch it 10 times now.. The place was crowded and heaps of people passed us by and kept pointing at my laptop while we were watching.. Aiyoh so funny..

Aiyah, being more positive isn't that easy.. I keep getting sad whenever I'm alone but I'm trying my best lah.. Hehe.. I was making my way to Novita's house on the tram listening to my iPod.. And I was gonna burst into tears when the Indian song "Chori Chori Go Ri Se" (from The Guru) was blasting in my ears.. I started looking around the tram, and there was one Indian young man..

Heheheh.. I kept staring at his face.. And suddenly pictured the whole tram filled with Bollywood-style dancing young men who looked just like him. Grinning and singing with that white turban, endowed with rubies, those white ethnic costumes and jasmine leis around the neck.. Prancing around up and down the tram just for me.. It was like those Bollywood scenes where people just come in from nowhere and start dancing and singing together.. "Chori Chori Hum Gori Se, Pyaar Karengey~ Chupke Chupke Dil Ki Baatein, Yaar Karengey~~!" Man.. I ended up giggling to myself like mad, trying not to burst with laughter.

Gosh I kept staring at his face. He looked quite uncomfortable man.. Even when I was alighting, I gave him one last look before getting off.. Huahah! To preserve his image and have dancing Rajs in my head~ Oopsie..

Damn it!! Stressed with assignments~! But it's just a little more then the nightmares will be over. =)

I went for SALP camp last weekend. It was all right, some activities were a bit sian but the reflecting and leadership discussion was not bad.. I've learnt a fair bit.. And I've made new friends! Yippee~

Haiya, I'm going through another of my periods now.. I don't think it's worth it to pretend to be happy, cos if I push myself to the edge, I'll just break down sooner or later. Right now, I'm just gonna be as neutral as possible. The hurt will feel more buried and it'll be harder to resurface.

That's why, I think I will be distancing myself from the people I've been close to. I'm not sure I can put up a cheerful face each and every time I'm with my friends anymore. It is just so draining. I've burdened them with my emotions enough. I really appreciate these beautiful friends, but I can't rely on someone else any longer.

I'm not sure if I should try with this new guy.. I've got some interest in him. And I'm looking forward to getting to know him more.. But I don't know if it's right when I'm still like this.. He hardly knows me. And he only likes my big smile. Could be mere flirting or flattery.. Oh well, see how things go man..

Again, it's been a while haha.. Hmm, I ain't so sad anymore lah.. I've begun to return to my old positive self. =] Let's just say I've learnt a lot!

School was out for last week's Easter hols and I went to the Gold Coast with 5 other people for 5 days. Gosh, it was real fun. It kept my mind occupied cos I hardly had time to be by myself.

We visited Dreamworld, Movieworld and Wet'n'wild~ Woohoo.. Damn fun man. I was determined to have a good time after being sad for so long. For some reason I went for all the scary rides despite the fact that I have a phobia for them. Ended up really enjoying being thrown around and flying in the air.

The apartment we rented was pretty big. Two bedrooms, which the four of us girls occupied and the two guys slept in the living room. The place was so dusty and itchy!!! It made me get skin fungus and now I have to go cure it again!!!

Food wasn't that great.. The only food we could afford was fast food or tasteless. Bleahs.. gave me a huge sore throat.. but neverminds la.. The company was what matters!! The friends were real funny people. And the beaches.. Gosh so pretty~! Will put up an album once I get all the pics~!

Oh I did quite a fair bit of shopping too! And I sent my cousin in UK a postcard.. He asked me to. Though I don't think he meant it, I just thought I'd play along. So I sent him one with heaps of muscular beach hunks on it. Even a guy's bare buttocks. Huahahahha!! Hope it freaks him out~

When we returned, we celebrated Itono's birthday on a pancake supper on Sat, and Sunday a Korean BBQ dinner and karaoke.. Burned a hole through my pocket too. Well, as long as he had fun~! Happy 22nd Birthday Itono~!

Hmm.. In fact, I ran out of money during the trip and I'm still owing a coupla frens from there. I asked my parents to send some money. But the transaction's been kinda screwed up and I can't contact my dad so.. Oh well..

I spent 13 bucks on a Jazz Funk class. Dunno if that was wise, but it really cheered me up and re-ignited my passion for dance. And right now I'm down to my last 10 bucks till I don't know when.

I been living on rice and some old frozen food I discovered in my freezer. Better buy a loaf of bread to eat with butter and jam. Probably can last me a week or more.

Till then, I'm gonna try get some alternative sources of income~ There's an experiment at school where I gotta make economic decisions and from those decisions I win some money. The advertisement stated on average 25 to 30 bucks so it can last me a bit more too. =] And another one at Alfred Hospital, a study for exercise and diabetes, where I can get 350 bucks.. I really need it!!

It's the 3rd week of school and I haven't done anything academically worthy!!!! Gosh.. so disappointed with myself.

Hmm updates?? My mum's been here since Thursday and she's been helping me out heaps! Especially with cleaning my place up. And making sushi for Anthea's housewarming party.. Which was a blast!!

I don't know man.. I'm still in the middle of trying to get over what happened.. Even if it still kinda hurts, I should be happy and support him cos he's probably happier this way too. Hehehhe~ This will take time, I gotta be patient.

I am not doing too well with my work and social life but am trying my best! I made new friends through Anthea, they were all in the same high school. And they're a nice bunch. We went out for the $2.80 fish&chips at Crown Casino and checked out the Commonwealth Opening Ceremony rehearsal at the Yarra River. Not much to see so we left to have a drink at Cafe L'incontro. And you know what?? We had just missed the fireworks we wanted to see at the river.. Mannnnns..

Joke of the week: I was transferring my broadband account to my new laptop and called up the service provider.. When the operator got down to asking for my address, Ivan called me and I tried to find my phone and cancel the call. I was so distracted that I told the man "###/### @ Swanston.com". There was a silence.. Then it hit me, "Oh!! What did I just say?!? I meant Swanston Street!!" And we were both laughing and he said it's okay. Hahaha.. so embarrassing~!

Not much else happened during the week. Oh~! I met my old friends Jaya and Farrell at Union House food court and we chatted for a while. I was so bored I followed Farrell to crash Jaya's lecture. Real estate.. Pretty interesting stuff haha.. Farrell and I were talking away and it really reminded me of our Psychology lectures in Trinity when we would talk and talk so much and got "looks" from the lecturer. Aiyo so nostalgic man~!

Accompanied Dennis to look for a much-needed fan.. All sold out around the city.. So lameeeee.. I had Max Brenner with this older girl from my cinema class and she's actually real nice. And Ivan to Crown Casino. Lost money again.. I always regret when I gamble.

Hmm.. actually looking back on my week, my social life's doing pretty well. Hahha.. I think I really shouldn't think too much anymore. :)

Guess what? I ran into the last person I wanted to meet at Union House. Sigh.. When I saw him, my mind just went blank.. My heart was thumping so hard, and I couldn't look into his eyes anymore. I had no idea how to respond, what to say.. But we were just being as polite as possible. All I wanted was to just get the hell out of there.

And the worse thing was, he asked me to give him my new number. I planned to hide myself from the group of friends I usually hung out with last year, because I didn't want to have to pretend to be happy and smile when I'm breaking apart inside. I wanted to use this opportunity of being alone in Melbourne to shut myself up so I can safely cry all the time without worrying about people seeing me and stuff.

But I guess, silly me just relented and gave him my number. And after that, I had to call up everyone else, because my plans had gone down the drain.

Sigh.. I have no idea what to do. I've been arcade-ing, gambling again and wandering around the city, even late at night. I know it's not a good idea to do that by myself.. But that's all I can handle right now.

I dunno what he's thinking either.. I couldn't resist calling him up, but it was just all distant polite conversation. And now I regret. I'm so scared of what this polite distance means. And it's making me emotional again. Maybe he's trying to avoid me too.. I think he doesn't love me or want me anymore.. But I guess I've always thought that he never loved me or wanted me enough to make me feel more important than his ex and his WoW anyway.. Gosh.. sucks to be jealous and unable to do anything about it no matter how much you give your all to him.

Sigh.. I really hate being emotional, I've turned into such a crybaby. Crying over anything, ANYTHING, sad at all.. Especially this whole hols have been filled with awful unexpected events, and I wish someone could just hold me. But I have no one to turn to anymore.

I got Ivan's number from him, and called him up while he was at work. And I know he was trying hard to help me out and convince me to hang out with him and his friends later on. But I just couldn't bear to face any of them. So when I started getting emotional, he asked me to call him again when I felt better. But I still haven't stopped crying up till now.. And I ended up just not answering any of his phone calls after that. I'm so sorry Ivan.. I just wish I could disappear right now..

I'm in Melbourne!!! Gosh I missed this place~! I arrived yesterday.. Gosh was so tired man didn't get any sleep on the plane.. After sorting through my mail, I went to school to discuss my subject selection with a student advisor..

And guess what?!?!? I ran into KUNI!!! Oh man.. I had a huge shock. Apparently he deferred for a year. But man, hahah so glad to see an old friend.. I think he was glad too to meet someone familiar. Chatted from like 4 to 7pm and had an early dinner together at this fish & chips bar along Lygon. Think he needs re-adjusting to Melbourne again. He seems so stressed out with preparations for uni. And we made a deal to see how he handles things by the time this semester is over. Oh well, good luck to him~!

Was so damn tired, I slept from 8pm to 1pm.. Hahahha.. Now I feel too awake. =p Today my laptop screwed up on me.. Even now it's still hanging on me..

Sigh.. I'm trying to start off a new life this year by being alone and not relying on friends anymore. But today I got a little lonely, so I played at the Chinatown arcade in the day, and then hung out at the Crown arcade and casino. Played till broke man.. Not funny.. Had to walk home in the dark.

At the casino, got to know this Korean tourist when I helped him out with playing on his slot machine. Haha.. Gosh, had the hardest time trying to figure out what he was saying man.. But oh well, it's always nice to meet new people from all over the world. He treated me to a beer too. =]

Darn, gotta decide my subjects tomorrow before everyone snaps up the timetable slots I want.. I better have a look at the subject outlines in the morning!!!

This is my favourite quote from the movie Casanova.

"Give me a man who is man enough to give himself just to the woman who is worth him. If that woman were me I would love him alone and forever. "

Wahh, the woman who said that is cool man.. I wish I was as strong and smart as her..

Denyse turned 19 yesterday~! Haha.. Had a nice, small gathering at her house with her family, her friend from JC and Gill & Mel. Got mighty tipsy from that and pubbing afterwards, though it helped me be more loud and cheerful cos I have been pretty boring lately. But this splitting headache till now is keeping me off any more alcohol. Hahah~

I'm desperately hoping that my flight on the 21st will be available!! Gosh, my confirmed one on the 24th night won't give me enough time to prepare for school and my other things-to-do!!

Today, well I helped out my mum at her stall in the Hyatt Regent Fair. Wore my new puffy strawberry skirt as part of advertising her fabric. Hehehe~ It definitely caught people's eyes. Even those talent scouts (who I don't trust cos Singapore girls are all thinner than me) suddenly approach me. Wahahhaha! I'm flattered! Oh I ran into Ryuta today. Gosh he's more grown up now eh.. He looks happy~! Hahaha.. But sadly, his first question.. You gained weight?? Sigh..

Finally! Was able to call my friends and hang out for once. Was waiting the whole day for Pei Ni to answer my calls to hang out but she apparently was sleeping. Ended up watching Fearless with Feng Quan today. Bit awkward cos we didn't have much to talk about, but it's still nice to meet an old-time friend. Fearless, well, the fights were great. And I really admire Jet Li and his movies, but I thought the film style and editing wasn't very impressive. A little cliche and unnatural. But overall, still pretty good~!

Oh well, Pei Ni finally called me during the movie and we met up straight afterward to watch Casanova. Haha.. It's funny! At first I said out loud, "What a fucking asshole" cos he was sleeping with so many girls. But in the end it was so funny and he finally fell in true love with a real cool girl that I guess he was a bit less of an asshole. Still, the movie somehow reinforced my total distrust in guys wahahhaa.. Oh wells..

Back in Singapore once again! My last week in Brunei wasn't very eventful.. Helping my mum out with her shop. And Alan took me to his old school for this annual lion dance event that I used to love going to.

Hehe.. The finale was wonderful!! A lion dance on those stepping poles and between two sections there were parallel ropes linking them. And gosh!! The lion was so cool! The back guy was so strong and the front guy moved with so much grace and character. And the stunts were like woah!! I held my breath a coupla times cos I thought they were gonna fall off and hurt themselves! Well, when they first stepped onto the parallel ropes the lion had to pretend to be scared, the eyelids kept fluttering and the legs quivered SO MUCH that the whole place was laughing! So cute you know!

Yeah.. Oh, and there I met my second cousin who I've sorta seen before but never really got to talk. And this time we clicked pretty well. Hahaha.. Oh well, I'm glad to have gotten to know him. He's nice and fun to talk to~ :)

Hmm.. For the past few days I was in Singapore since Sunday, I haven't done much.. Have been pretty exhausted cos of a medical problem within my family and I spent my time takin care of her. But she's making quick progress~! :)

Happy Chinese New Year~! Wan Shi Ru Yi (according to my sis, it's wishing that even if you meet with 10,000 problems, that you sail through them smoothly). I think that's a really important wish.

I've been in Brunei since like 28th Jan? Yeah.. Finished my one month at CNA in Singapore as a reporter. It was tiring and fun at the same time. Flexible times and you did your stories mostly by yourself. And the staff treated me very well~ I managed to record my stories on a DVD as well and got a pretty cool appraisal letter :)

Was too busy for much socialising.. Which was good, cos I needed to cool down from my emotional break-up.

Once in a few days at night or on weekends, I got to meet up with my old girl friends. =] Mostly just to sit and chat.

Major outings.. Well there was Mel's 19th birthday dinner with the Blacks. Went clubbing after that, and I dressed up like a gothic lolita according to the party's theme. Gosh I was damn cute. And a huge class gathering at Lau Pa Sat. So glad to meet all the girls who really made my secondary school life worthwhile haha~!

In Brunei, celebrated Chinese New Year's Eve at my grandma's house with my cousins. Sang karaoke.. hehe.. I went crazy singing Kryptonite. At least 8 houses in the neighbourhood were shooting huge fireworks when it struck midnight. It was beautiful. Can compete with the Australia Day fireworks I think!

Visited my relatives for a few days. I don't have much peers over here.. So I was glad to see Alan at his open house. And surprise surprise~! Ashish was there too! Almost forgot about Melbourne life. Haha.. Well it's been 3 months since school was over.

My grandma's in hospital.. Poor thing. She broke her leg on her birthday Friday the 13th and now she's got a really bad infection beneath the plaster cast. Sigh.. Visited her yesterday.. Will go down to the town again tomorrow with my mum.

Happy New Year to everyone kind enough to read my blog hahah~! I know 2005 was probably a bad year for us Rabbits, especially in terms of health - physical + emotional. And I think many peeps were pretty down in December. I sincerely hope that things will improve this year. And all my dear friends will smile and laugh like they always do.

:)

Hmm.. Shumei celebrated her birthday on the 29th and I went after work to her house for a nice buffet dinner and went to a coupla pubs at Holland Village after that. There's an Eski bar which is really cold inside. And they also have a super cold room where the bar is made of ice. Cool ya? Hope she had fun~!

I went to a few parties in Singapore this hols. But for New Year's Eve was this party at Ngee Ann City. The process of getting there was rather traumatic for me and Pei Ni. I'm strong enough to get over it but I still don't wanna talk about it. Anyway it's already in the media. Hooray for the awareness~!

We were so looking forward to the party, which cost us 25 bucks each.. But by the time we got there.. We just lost our mood and wanted to go home. Well I guess being me, I was determined to squeeze out all the fun I could get from the party so we joined my ex-schoolmates Zhiying & Jaslyn and I danced as much as I could to forget the shit that's happened.

I was pretty high and tired by the time we left and I shared a cab with this boy I met on the roadside cos he was going to a similar destination and it was so bloody hard to get a cab.

Muahhaha... Funny sia this boy. He asked me how old I was, and I immediately replied "18. You're underaged.. ?" Haha.. Alamaks so obvious la. So nice to remember clubbing when I was in Trinity.

Anyway, for New Year's Day, half of the Blacks girls and I went to the new Ministry of Sound club and we got priority queue SMSes. Just 10 bucks entry with free drink and WOAH the place is so HEEu-UGE~! It's probably bigger than Metro and the interior is SO MUCH COOLLER~! I recommend everyone to go there. They've got Hiphop/R'n'B, Trance and Retro~!!!! OooO baby~!

Oh in Singapore it's damn hard to get the party started. I never knew! And my friends were so shy, so I did it. People must have thought I was crazy, hmmm, maybe they were thinking what's this fat girl bouncing around like a siao cha bo? Oh well.. And did I mention that drinks in Singapore are so damn bloody expensive?? I'll never get drunk here man. Just costs too much, and I'm working for free.

I think that's about it for clubbing. Most of the time I'm pretty busy and tired just working. Hehe.. I'm quite proud of what I'm doing at work though. But I don't think a blog is the appropriate place to talk about it.

This week's been pretty cool! Sylvia was here for 6 days and Weichan came down too to meet me and Shumei~! Gosh I miss them all so muchie~!!! Oh and Sylvia organised a drinking game party with like 7 of us girls + Weichan at her hotel room on Friday. Gosh it was so fun~!!!!!!!!! Weichan got so super drunk man and I had to help him out in the bathroom. I felt quite bad cos it was probably his first time drinking more than a glass or two. I got a bit high as well but I think Jessica was the tipsiest, falling over and giggling to herself. Muahahhaha~! Most of us slept over. What a comfy bed!

Saturday I hung out with Sylvia for the afternoon, for chocolate fondue, drinks and chatting before sending her off at the airport. She noticed that I'm really obsessed about my body right now and I'm still quite hung up on him. But oh well, I guess everything's gonna be all right one day if I stay strong. Oh man, I won't see her till my winter break. I hope by then I'll be able to chat with her about other things and be more of my cheerful confident self.

After sending her off, it was dinner with Weichan and Shumei at this Peranakan restaurant in Meritus Negara Hotel.. Apparently Weichan really misses that place from his trip a coupla years ago. I think the food is pretty all right hehe.. Gosh I so have to apologise to Sylvia for breaking my pinky promise to have just soup or salad for dinner. But I got lost on the way to the hotel and they already ordered for me. I swear!! We hung out for a while at the lounge and I was too stuffed for the 1 for 1 deal for cake slices at the Vibe restaurant so we brought it home.

I was quite distracted again. And that might have been the last I see of Weichan for a long time.. I really was very happy to see him again after a year. And I'm sorry. Sigh.. hope I don't go into self-destructive mode in Melbourne. Wish me luck~! All rightey, I wrote a super long post. I better go back to work~!

Wah I'm so totally bushed!

Helped my sis prepare her outfit for her job interview.. Hope she gets it! Went with Duy to watch Constant Gardener at thehalfpipe cinema at Hoyts~! The cinema is so cool~! Instead of seats, they used huge bean bags. Big enough for two~! Mans, I'm so gonna bring my bf next time for some cuddling~!!


Dennis followed us for dinner at Nasi Lemak House. Hmm.. it was Duy's first time eating nasi lemak. Don't think it impressed him much though. Oh wells~! Helped Dennis with his temporary silver hair colour spray and now he looks like an anime character.

Went home for a little rest then Dennis wanted to go out with his new hair colour. So we watched Domino at Hoyts again.. Domino's not bad, just not for me. I think it's so whatever.

After that, we hit the slot machines at Crown Casino, ate the $2.80 fish and chips, oh and I won a Coca Cola cap after buying mineral water. =] Went bowling and played arcade. I won 45 bucks from slots, but I spent quite a lot as well for the day. Hope it reduces my expenditure by a great fraction!!

Got home at about 5AM and just can't sleep cos the shower was too cold~! So I've been watching Veronica Mars episodes till now.. I'm mad with my bf about something he said but I still miss him like crazy.. And today has helped me calm down. This is the time when I can go to sleep happy~! Good night!! I mean, good morning!!!

My sis is back after her two-week homecoming~! Hmm.. Nagging again but I guess the house isn't as empty as the past coupla weeks. We sat for this Japanese Proficiency Test which is like a global multiple-choice test of your Japanese standard. Man it took like 4 hours~!!!!! I failed this Level 1 test in 2003, I'm so gonna fail again!

Not much else happened.. Been sleeping at 6-10AM and then waking up at 4-6PM.. Horrible! Other than that there's the cooking, cleaning, internet and hanging out with Ivan after his work. Hung out with Dennis a coupla times as well~ Gosh, I can summarize two weeks into 3 sentences.. How boring am I?

Oh yah!! Diona's little sis and her mum visited Melbourne to check out Trinity College and Melb Uni. I showed them around campus and basically just TALKED and TALKED and TALKED for over 2 hours about living in Melbourne until I got a huge sore throat.. Wahahha my goodness!! It'll be cool if she comes though cos I can't really talk to my juniors hehe~

I really need to start getting out of the house and do something!! I haven't gone out all day just chat, cook, clean and watch TV!!! Tmr I kinda planned watching Harry Potter with Dennis and Ivan but it's not confirmed.. I hope it happens! Oh that means I gotta sleep now!! Have to wake Ivan up at 11AM~! Ciaos!

Firstly, I wanna wish my sis a BIG Happy 22nd Birthday~!!! Hehe.. hope she finds the job she wants. =]

I'm really happy with my day today~! For lunch, I had my favourite(!!!!) yummy spaghetti in olive oil, garlic and clams~! Ate with Stephanus cos he was leaving tonight. Everyone's leaving man!! Darn it.

After that, went with Jun Lee to buy her dad a coffee grinder and we bought groceries to cook dinner at her place.. 1. Her place is so big and nice. 2. The enchilladas and mashed potatoes we had for dinner was so delicious~! I'm so gonna make that again! We watched a few episodes of Friends for a while and then chilled with Yonsen, his friends and his mum at his place. My goodness, Ian's pomeranian is so cute~!! Keep jumping and trying to lick my body all over~!

Yea I really enjoyed my day hehe.. I don't know why I'm okay when my bf is gone.. Not that I don't want him around.. But when he's here, I somtimes waste my time waiting for him to spend time with me. Now I don't waste my time, I just go out and socialise with friends who truly have fun and want to spend time with me. =]