the deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy

Happy New Year to everyone kind enough to read my blog hahah~! I know 2005 was probably a bad year for us Rabbits, especially in terms of health - physical + emotional. And I think many peeps were pretty down in December. I sincerely hope that things will improve this year. And all my dear friends will smile and laugh like they always do.

:)

Hmm.. Shumei celebrated her birthday on the 29th and I went after work to her house for a nice buffet dinner and went to a coupla pubs at Holland Village after that. There's an Eski bar which is really cold inside. And they also have a super cold room where the bar is made of ice. Cool ya? Hope she had fun~!

I went to a few parties in Singapore this hols. But for New Year's Eve was this party at Ngee Ann City. The process of getting there was rather traumatic for me and Pei Ni. I'm strong enough to get over it but I still don't wanna talk about it. Anyway it's already in the media. Hooray for the awareness~!

We were so looking forward to the party, which cost us 25 bucks each.. But by the time we got there.. We just lost our mood and wanted to go home. Well I guess being me, I was determined to squeeze out all the fun I could get from the party so we joined my ex-schoolmates Zhiying & Jaslyn and I danced as much as I could to forget the shit that's happened.

I was pretty high and tired by the time we left and I shared a cab with this boy I met on the roadside cos he was going to a similar destination and it was so bloody hard to get a cab.

Muahhaha... Funny sia this boy. He asked me how old I was, and I immediately replied "18. You're underaged.. ?" Haha.. Alamaks so obvious la. So nice to remember clubbing when I was in Trinity.

Anyway, for New Year's Day, half of the Blacks girls and I went to the new Ministry of Sound club and we got priority queue SMSes. Just 10 bucks entry with free drink and WOAH the place is so HEEu-UGE~! It's probably bigger than Metro and the interior is SO MUCH COOLLER~! I recommend everyone to go there. They've got Hiphop/R'n'B, Trance and Retro~!!!! OooO baby~!

Oh in Singapore it's damn hard to get the party started. I never knew! And my friends were so shy, so I did it. People must have thought I was crazy, hmmm, maybe they were thinking what's this fat girl bouncing around like a siao cha bo? Oh well.. And did I mention that drinks in Singapore are so damn bloody expensive?? I'll never get drunk here man. Just costs too much, and I'm working for free.

I think that's about it for clubbing. Most of the time I'm pretty busy and tired just working. Hehe.. I'm quite proud of what I'm doing at work though. But I don't think a blog is the appropriate place to talk about it.

This week's been pretty cool! Sylvia was here for 6 days and Weichan came down too to meet me and Shumei~! Gosh I miss them all so muchie~!!! Oh and Sylvia organised a drinking game party with like 7 of us girls + Weichan at her hotel room on Friday. Gosh it was so fun~!!!!!!!!! Weichan got so super drunk man and I had to help him out in the bathroom. I felt quite bad cos it was probably his first time drinking more than a glass or two. I got a bit high as well but I think Jessica was the tipsiest, falling over and giggling to herself. Muahahhaha~! Most of us slept over. What a comfy bed!

Saturday I hung out with Sylvia for the afternoon, for chocolate fondue, drinks and chatting before sending her off at the airport. She noticed that I'm really obsessed about my body right now and I'm still quite hung up on him. But oh well, I guess everything's gonna be all right one day if I stay strong. Oh man, I won't see her till my winter break. I hope by then I'll be able to chat with her about other things and be more of my cheerful confident self.

After sending her off, it was dinner with Weichan and Shumei at this Peranakan restaurant in Meritus Negara Hotel.. Apparently Weichan really misses that place from his trip a coupla years ago. I think the food is pretty all right hehe.. Gosh I so have to apologise to Sylvia for breaking my pinky promise to have just soup or salad for dinner. But I got lost on the way to the hotel and they already ordered for me. I swear!! We hung out for a while at the lounge and I was too stuffed for the 1 for 1 deal for cake slices at the Vibe restaurant so we brought it home.

I was quite distracted again. And that might have been the last I see of Weichan for a long time.. I really was very happy to see him again after a year. And I'm sorry. Sigh.. hope I don't go into self-destructive mode in Melbourne. Wish me luck~! All rightey, I wrote a super long post. I better go back to work~!