the deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy

Damn it!! Stressed with assignments~! But it's just a little more then the nightmares will be over. =)

I went for SALP camp last weekend. It was all right, some activities were a bit sian but the reflecting and leadership discussion was not bad.. I've learnt a fair bit.. And I've made new friends! Yippee~

Haiya, I'm going through another of my periods now.. I don't think it's worth it to pretend to be happy, cos if I push myself to the edge, I'll just break down sooner or later. Right now, I'm just gonna be as neutral as possible. The hurt will feel more buried and it'll be harder to resurface.

That's why, I think I will be distancing myself from the people I've been close to. I'm not sure I can put up a cheerful face each and every time I'm with my friends anymore. It is just so draining. I've burdened them with my emotions enough. I really appreciate these beautiful friends, but I can't rely on someone else any longer.

I'm not sure if I should try with this new guy.. I've got some interest in him. And I'm looking forward to getting to know him more.. But I don't know if it's right when I'm still like this.. He hardly knows me. And he only likes my big smile. Could be mere flirting or flattery.. Oh well, see how things go man..