the deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy

back for another update on my stupid life.. freakin irritated.

friday had dinner with stella, sis & amir at this korean restaurant. later i went to this big event called "castle".. woah half the dancefloor were trinity ppl larh.. haha.. got to know this sporean guy there and he was pretty nice~ his brother is in my sch too.. so funni arh.

saturday watched like 2 movies.. first one, around the world in 80 days with sis and amir. it was all right, quite cute and funni. later on had tea with alan then we watched bourne supremacy wit haresh, andrias and jenshen. nv been out wit them before.. they were quiet but they were realli nice~ and this haresh so blur man.. i pretended tt alan was my boyfriend and he seemed to believe us~ muahahaha..

ooookay.. sunday.. well we spent the whole day for our drama meeting!

today.. had drama exam this morning.. so freakin funni man.. we put balloons into affan's dress to make him have damn big boobs and butt! i think it turned out pretty well~ now my mind can just focus on maths 1 and lit exams! *sighs* just told 3 girls in my sch abt sth personal.. and i din noe tt one of them was so big mouth and she told this other girl (the person i least wanted to noe abt it) and i'm kinda in a middle of a bitching thing.. wad the hell.. i can't do this.. SO IRRITATED and i feel so.. wad's the word.. VULNERABLE cos tt girl can do anything with tt knowledge.. i so hate myself like shit.. can't stop thinking abt it..

woOooO~ i'm finally 17!! hehehe i was quite happi cos in school quite a lot of people remembered to wish me happi bdae~! =] omg.. i can't believe on my bdae i hafta do 2 essays man~! eap essay exam i was rushin like siao cha bo! media's one was not counted so i just did a lan sai one haha~!

afta lit lecture i rushed home to clean my hse to prepare for my bdae party and picked my frens up from the state library~! the party was pretty big man~! if i squeezed in more people, they'd suffocate~! there were abt 30 people there.. lemme name them for fun laughter peace and joy.. andre, stephanus, florence, jaya, mulia, randy, edwin, geoffrey, shumei, yenteng, rachel, jennifer, ann, joanne, chiew keng, alan, wei chan, ivan, edric, adelene, wynnie tay, stella, henrietta, roushan, gerald, laetitia, aida, magan kor2, johann kor2, joanne, darryl, huiling, huiling's fren, darryl's fren, yurisan and me~! tt's 36!!!hahahah~! i'm glad wynnie could mix with my frens realli well~ realli wanted to ask like practically the whole feb intake but i had to invite just some closer ones cos of the lack of space~! had a realli hard time deciding on who but i hope tt those i din invite understand!! haha.. aniwae, it was realli fun cos we ate my sis's food (her frens realli helped out with the cookin and cleaning!! thank you so much!!), played this rubber band passin game with straws in our mouths and the losing team appointed geoff as their forfeiter to dance~! hahah so damn funni he danced so corny and siao siao!!!! =] oh and this ivan ah.. i realli like his dancing style man it's so cute he shook his ass like woah and so spontaneous!!! mUAHAAHAHA! ooOOoo so fun worr!! then when abt 10 of us were left we all did some mini clubbing thing in the living room space~ got stephanus to dance man! finally!! he's not bad man~ hehe~

ahh u guessed it, jennifer they all were the last to leave!~
by then more of my sis's frens came by and drank and drank till like 1++am mann.. wahh so tired!!!!!!!!! need to shower and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!! love my pressies i'm gonna wear them tml in sch!!!

today was an open day at melb uni!! met up with didi and went around with her.. hahah it was realli fun talkin to her! she's like so much prettier now~! poor girl had to walk around in her high heels with realli thin straps since her formal last night and she din get ani sleep~! and with such a heavy duffel bag!!!! omg~!!! haha.. met a few fellow trinity ppl there and xiao yun joined us for dinner at ito~! talked abt her sch.. man they are like soo strict!!!! like a military sch.. with early curfews and so many restrictions!! i wud rather die than go to boarding sch!!!!



Your soul is OPEN-MINDED. Although you do have
strong opinions and make decisions, you never
make them without thinking first of not only
everything that is, but those that may not be
as well. People trust that you'll willingly
hear them out and understand when they tell you
something, and you are well-liked for it. You
are often the mediator in disputes and your
desire to do what is right overcomes all else.
You are an understanding and admirable soul.


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just added pics to my february intake #2 album and just set up a new album moonlight dancing 2004!

oops~! woke up at like 1.45?? hahaa.. if not for sylvia's call i wud have slept till 5!! i haven't felt so shagged in such a long time! hehee... i miss her so much!! i think she's feeling a bit lonely in boston right now but i think she'll get used to it once she makes frens~! she'll alwaes have me to talk to~!

yesterdae i managed to finish my hoi essay at 10am and handed it in at lunchtime~! omg mann.. all the sleep i got was from 1 to 2 on friday morning... was stuck to my table struggling with my essay! i was jumping for joy the moment i handed it in!

actualli i brought lots of make-up in case i got eyebags from hoi esssay but afta sch i went str8 to decorating the grattan building and spent lots of time setting up the sound & lights system tt i forgot to apply my make-up!! oh welllll.. at least i managed to attend amy's birthday party even tho it was for 5 min~ hehehe we had a pretty good sales & turn-out!! we finally sold like hot cakes at the last minute on tues and wed lorh! i can't believe i stressed so much over the tickets last week! and the sound system is so freakin cool!! they got a mixer and amps and a coupla cd players for me! the speakers were HUGE!!! and they were like on big tripod stands~ and the lights!!! four different coloured spotlights and i could make them flash in running order~! so cool~!!!! and i was the one who got to operate them~!

hehe.. it wasn't easy to get a party going man.. it took one hour and lots of persuasion!!! i had to embarrass miself by using the mic and making funni remarks and dance solo like a siao cha bo in the middle of the dance floor~! luckily we had the very spontaneous band to help me out halfwae~ i think they liked the dj machines too and they ended up being the dj and fiddling with the controls~ and their lead singer was realli good, he took the mic and helped mc for me~ hehehe~

just had dinner at pacific house with alvin kor2, johann kor2, magan kor2, alan, stella and my sis~! woo mann the food was so goooooood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go back there again~!!! alvin kor2 had to go home and pack cos he's leaving tonight so the rest of us went to n2c to play cs~ hehehe.. quite fun ah~ cos most of us are beginners so it was easy to kill each other~!

i can't express the enormous relief i feel now tt my 2 essays are over and the dance was quite a success~ and did i mention i lost 2 kgs this week?! SO HAPPI! okie gonna upload pics now!

shit laa.. haven't started writing my hoi essay yett... dun think i can do 1,500 words in 3 days for such a cheeem question! omg stressed like siao mann!!!

on sunday my sis, stella & i watched white chicks!!! super duper funnie man tt show i recommend everyone to watch it~! just remembered some scenes and i can't stop giggling!!!

today.. or more like yesterdae was realli eventful mannn!!! afta sch had dinner with adelene, lee ren, kevin mahh & gabriel at chinabar~ kuay tiaw super oily until can see my reflection sia!!!! felt a bit pukey afta tt! i'm nv gonna eat kuey tiaw in melb again!! chinese food here so oily!!!

had drama meeting had grattan for a coupla hours... i think our skit is quite mushy but it's quite funni too! hope it'll be a success~ i'm like acting as the mother (mayuyi will alwaes be the marder!) arranging a marriage for my son and he unveils his wife, finds her digging her nose and she's damn "ugly"! den she chases him around and i cry.. somehow the girl's dad and i "fall in love".. the son finds out tt the girl was just wearing ugly make-up to test his love!!! happie ending!!! the matchmaker is like the funniest character of the show~ "where's my MONEY!?" hehehes.. we'll be performing for a hoi class having the same timeslot as our drama class.. i realli hope no one i know is going to be in tt class~

hahaha~ went off for a second dinner with geoffrey at ito!! he was realli interesting to talk to mannn! and he's so corny!! i can't believe tt he's 20 yrs old!! i like the chawanmushi there but it's $7.80!!! tt's like $9 in spore omg~! in spore it's liek 5 bucks for one and i was alreadi grumbling!

got home at abt 10++ and i was opening the door and who do i see sitting on the sofa with my sis?! my cousin coming to visit!!! gave me a big shock mann..he used to study in melb~ he drove us to alan & stella's place to catch up with them~

does tt count as an eventful day? i hope so!

another normal day.. lessons... managed to hand in my psych essay in time!!! i slept at like 6.30am last night lorh! i was so stressed abt the sales & organisation for moonlight dancing, and abt psych & hoi essay dat i've been growing white hairs!! it was such a mind overload.. then for a while randy chatted online to me and he was realli cool~ i was complaining and whining like siao abt moonlight dancing and he just kept trying to help me solve the problem~! thanks dude~!!!!

anyway, the student gift committee held a movie event at Buzzard Lecture Theatre after sch~ hehe.. it was Frankenstein and the movie was not bad just tt it din follow the book at all and some parts were a bit like HUH kinda thing.. and constantly had pple going like "that isn't in the book!" cos we're doing it for our lit~ hehehe.. wanna congratulate the student gift committee cos the turnout was so good! they even had a popcorn machine and it's like one big bunch for onli $1 and it tasted betta than the cinema ones! *sighs* i haven't sold any of my tickets for moonlight dancing yet. everyone's like wanting to confirm at the last minute or sth..

oh wells, it ended around 8.30~ was on my way home when alan and his frens asked mi out.. well it was a friday night and i wanted to go out so yea i did! ate at shanghai dumpling and alan & i were afraid tt the food would suck (cos of past experiences) so we shared spicy chicken noodles! the chicken's realli nice~ well-balanced flavour~ the noodles were just so-so have to mix like siao then got taste~ played counterstrike afta tt and i died like siao la.. i was happi tt i managed to kill like a few times even tho compared to the rest tt's like nothing? hahaa~ but it was realli fun~

ahhh~ melb is making me feel so cold and miserable! why?! maybe it's cos i'm realli hungry and my sis hasn't come home to cook dinner!!! she's in sch and i'm stuck at home trying to do my psych essay! feels kinda lonely.. BUT I NEED TO GET USED TO IT! in uni it's gonna get worse with much more work and less social life than my current non-existent one!

just got off the phone with sylvia~ she just had a fever!! and on her birthday~! poor thing~ think she's going out with her friends to dinner and party~! i'm happi tt she's gonna enjoy herself with her friends cos i can't do much for her from so far awae! *sighs* she's finally 18~! haha.. now she's a lady! =]i'm still 16 man! wad the hell~haha kies.. peace out!

let's talk abt yesterdae.. from 11 to 2 i had my media proj meeting~ lazed around till abt 5++ and then went to a singapore ball at abt 6.45~ it was pretty gd~ i loved the chicken breast!! they had sexy belly dancers, fire dancers, lots of lucky draws, games and a mr and miss exotica competition. hahah mr exotica turned out to be quite good-lookin too~ but his self-promotion was a bit spastic~ "i'm the ONE!" hahahahhaha! funnay guy~ sat between xiao yun and clement and i dunno why i suddenly got so high & spastic tt i cudn't stop laughing~! i din even drink any alcohol there!!! i was the onli one singing the national anthem at my table!! hahahaha...

aniwae.. cos of the ball we had free entry to the club next blue~ had fun! din drink!! (yea proud of miself!) the girls and i went on stage to dance but there were these few guys who kept squeezing towards the front of stage and taking our space and tt was so pissifying!!! haha.. and yenteng pushed one of them offstage too!!!! HAHAHAHAHA! so daring!! tried to go home earlier at abt 2 cos i needed to grab my phone and wish sylvia for her birthday today.. but the cloak room took more than half an hour and the taxi queue wasn't ani different! i ended up reaching home at 3.30am!!! *sighs* now my feet are still swollen and numb..! i sure hope sylvia received my msg! i've got a coupla presents for her liao.. but i still have a couple more to buy den i'll send it off to her.. feel bad tt i'm doin it so late!


You have a twisted soul! Twisted Souls are never
bad, and actually, are a rarity amongst souls.
These souls are a little combination of
everything, with always a little of their own
chaos to add. Twisted Souls are kind, loving,
weird, zany, temperamental, and very talented.
They have their own firm opinion, and can at
one time be very outspoken and passionate, and
the other time shy and feeling insignificant.
Twisted Souls have good senses of Humor and
other times can be a bore. You can act quite
intelligent at one time, and grasp concepts
easily, while other times they can find it
difficult to understand. Twisted Souls are
always very fun and Kind, and can be party
animals. But, if you love someone, youre
serious about it, intense, and forever loyal.
Congratulations-the world should have more like
you.



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oops i see i haven't updated in a few days! oh wells.. today had sch as usual but it's lidya's special day!! haha.. got her a bouquet of spring flowers and a pair of earrings for her bdae!! hope she likes it!

had student committee meeting.. argh!!! the moonlight dance party is gonna be at grattan cos swanston wun lend their building to us! i dunno why i have sth against grattan. ok maybe cos there are student services offices there.. and the layout isn't practical for a party.. and fire regulations allow onli 100 pple!!! and 100 ppl is very little!!! complained to stephanus abt it and called florence.. and we're trying to change the location to evan burge's drama & tute room.. i realli hope we can get it cos pple can linger outside and we can fit more pple and it'll look like a real party!!

and shit.. i still haven't started on my psych essay!!!! argh.. my mind is in such a whirlwind tt i can't even start the first sentence!

aniwae.. ate tempura udon at don don with my sis & stella~ then watched connie and carla~! haha... i wun sae it's exceptional but it was super funni~! oh ya met shumei & charlene at kokoblack haha. *feminine soul sista* took a taxi home afta tt and almost got knocked down by a car when i rushed toward the taxi.. just one more step and i'd be dead meat!! thank heavens stella pulled me back just in time! and the funni cab driver kept teasing me abt it.. like "i noe i'm a nice catch but u dun have to die for me"!!! ahhh!!!!

went off to cafe lin'contro at 11+ to meet jennifer, yenteng, ann & joanne and the guys for a girl chat~ on the way there i met the july girls vanessa & rebecca~ (i think those are their names) and later jeffrey frm the past july intake. =] haha.. hardly talked to him last time but i think he's actualli quite cool~! OH yah!!! u noe how the trams sometimes stop so suddenly tt u actualli end up walkin towards the front cos of the inertia?? i was just talkin to jeffrey when the tram just jerked so superly suddenly tt i fell onto a side-glass board and jeffrey fell onto me!!! curse the driver man i thot there was a car accident or sth! aniwae.. afta cafe lin'contro da girls went to the chinatown arcade and i played beatmania & drums~! joanne & ann were super good man.. tapping awae at the keys when the screen was one whole blur to me! haha.. quite fun ah! now i feel the itch to go to the arcade again! suppress it mayuyi!!! haha aniwae.. just got home & showered!! =] and gonna slp!! g'nite!!!!

so freakin irritated with myself!! i'm gettin myself so busy n cant even prioritise man! my social life ain't doing well either and tt's like pushed to the end of my list! i just simply cannot concentrate on studying at all. i spent the weekend organising a songlist for the sch party and i havent even started on my psych & hoi essays yet! there's still a media project to complete! so mani things to remember and so mani things to do. OMG i can't take it. i also dun understand why i can't just stop complaining and get off the net to do my work!!! ok fine.. i'm gonna go take a shower and sit down and start a paragraph on prejudice in half and hour. GO MAYUYI GO! suckasxz!!!


Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!

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