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Thursday, September 15, 2005
a restless mind
Can't believe I woke up at 8.30 without an alarm clock.. *Sighs* I've been having some major PMS. Weight fluctuations. Supreme tiredness. The horrible emotional rollercoaster. Crying over the smallest things that make me paranoid. Or crying for nothing at all.. And then crying all over again because I'm such emotional garbage.
The people around me have noticed my sudden attitude and this makes it all worse cos I'll just respond viciously. No one understands me right now. Not even him.. I know he's trying but the more he does, the more I clam up and then the more crappy I feel.
I just wish I can get over this ASAP cos it's doing me no good. I really have to learn how to let myself go and not hide my real feelings. I just wish someone can understand me and hold me tight and tell me everything's all right.
The people around me have noticed my sudden attitude and this makes it all worse cos I'll just respond viciously. No one understands me right now. Not even him.. I know he's trying but the more he does, the more I clam up and then the more crappy I feel.
I just wish I can get over this ASAP cos it's doing me no good. I really have to learn how to let myself go and not hide my real feelings. I just wish someone can understand me and hold me tight and tell me everything's all right.
posted by mayuyi # 9:33:00 am 
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