the deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy

hey.. it's been a while.. well some stuff happened. i'll just go over it as briefly as possible. the tsunami situation is getting so bad now. i think indonesia especially needs lots of help. just watching all the stories of dead loved ones.. it was so devastating. the new year celebrations at empire were cancelled in response to it.. i'm not disappointed and yea i understand. *sighs* i wanna help out in the affected ctries.. but i dun think i'm prepared for it.. i'll have to go look for clothes to give awae.

mi aunt and her husb from osaka came to visit us.. the first day was so-so.. we brought them to kampong ayer where they rode on the sampan.. well mizuyo obachan being the realli compulsive hygienic person she is.. i think she hated it.. but her husb seemed to like it a lot.. den we went to hua ho for some grocery shopping and on the way back.. i was holding her hand while she was crossing a drain abt 80 cm wide and 1.3m deep.. she din think tt there was nothing between the edges and fell in... and she was realli shocked by it and rather traumatized since then.. been staying at the hotel and the beach for the rest of the trip.. and i felt sooo bad abt it.. i shud have stopped her and warned her clearly abt the drain. *sighs* and i think mi dad was kinda hurt cos he realli wanted her to enjoy her trip here.. *sigh* aniwae.. mi uncle seemed to like brunei.. the food and we climbed bukit shahbandar twice~ i think mi dad was glad tt he enjoyed tt.. he loved the coconut juice too~! we all watched kung fu hustle.. realli funni movie man couldn't stop laughing at all. on new year's eve we had a damn cool buffet at the pantai restaurant.. and ran into wei wei and long long, mi childhood frens.. ohh.. and gareth gates too~ i went up to him and shook his hand. altho i din realli noe exactly who he was.. haha..

we brought ojisan to the fake dvd shops bought so mani fake dvds and music cds tt i'm afraid of becoming obsessed! and the new mall in gadong.. mi first time there and i was realli impressed. there's this bar called "chill" and it looks like a bar with the blue luminous light and the bartenders shake the cocktails and all tt but there's no alcohol duh cos it's brunei. but i still i think it's darn cool!!! and there were mani motorbikers drinking and hanging around there.. wahh mi jaw dropped sia.. their bikes were so big and funky. their outfits were like the damn sporty ninja biker kind.. with lotsa rubber protection. special shoes.. damn cool helmets.. i was so bowled over! and mi mum tried chatting one of them up. he was real friendly and told us stuff abt their club and the prices of all the bike stuff. hehe... how cool is that??! and i saw this guy in baggy tracksuit and braided hair.. SO COOL YA? i cudn't believe it was brunei.. i'm glad everyone's becoming more fashionable and exciting~

today we went down to kb again to visit mi grandma~ rongrong's forever there.. cute boy but so cheeky. mi sis played wit him till she was exhausted man.. luckily i learnt to act more dao ahaha. after dinner we drove back to bandar and stopped by jonathan's hse.. man mi mum is super paranoid man.. i went to the grd flr computer room wit jonathan to surf net.. WITH THE DOOR OPEN.. and mi mum came in and out and just scolded me abt it afterward! "i told u not to stay in the same room with a boy!!!!!" wah liew.. i just ignored her and den mi dad lectured me too!!! but when he found out it wasn't jon's bedroom but the computer room downstairs he was like.. ohhh wadeva la.. aye! mi mum is crazy.