the deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy

hehe~ i'm finally in brunei~!!! the whole of yesterdae was spent on travelling man! first we took a bus from copthorne orchid to senai airport in johore bahru at 2pm.. it was a rather entertaining 2 hours cos i was watching the way the driver kept bouncing up and down in his creaking seat like a trampoline bcos it was a lau pok bus. he looked so silly i had to stop miself from laughing every now and then. *no offence mr bus driver* den we took a plane to miri which transited at kuching.. business class! and den mi uncle picked us up and drove us to brunei.. and by that time it was 9.40pm..slept over at mi grandma's house and then this afternoon mi dad's fren drove us to bandar.. we made it in less than 2 hours man.. must be bcos he was driving at 140km/h the whole time! hahhaa brunei's speed laws are practically non-existent man. mi dad drives faster than tt!!! scarie sia

today?? well.. mi dad was consulting his lawyer frens so i followed him to comprehend a little of wad lawyers do n the guy even offered mi work over the hols nex yr.. hahaha! went to the driving range after tt~ with the jet lag i was pretty tired.. but mi dad was so energetic.. ate dinner at wei wei chek's restaurant~ the chicken pasta was great! MmMMm! hahaha so embarrassing mi dad told mi to look for wei wei chek at the back of the restaurant so i went den i saw another skinhead guy with wei wei chek's girlfren so i just went up to him and said hi wei wei chek mi dad's in front lookin for u! and they all started laughing!!!!!! i realised to mi horror that it wasn't him and almost died la! found the real wei wei chek later at the car park shooting some hoops HAHA! felt so bad tt i mistook them just cos of their heads! oh wells just got back from fong fong koh's place.. man her new house IS SUPER NICE~! it resembles vera's hse~! so comfy and gigantic! she and uncle kenneth and mi dad spent the whole night discussing property and money matters.. migosh~! k i shud learn to listen more in these discussions cos it might apply to mi someday!

hehe.. miss singapore alreadi!!! lemme reflect on mi week there.. hmmm.. VERY GOOD everyone's getting better looking and more fashionable!!! and xmas deco was SO BEAUTIFUL!!!! i got to spend time with almost everyone i wanted to meet! i got to have mi blacks dinner~! i finally got to meet shane haha~ funnie dude~ met ryuta and yuka~ it's gd ryuta's trying hard to pursue his dream. trinity pals shumei and geoff~ went out with cdzl on tues! they're still as spastic and noisy as ever! but girlier! their second album's due for release nex week i think~ hope they reserve one for me! =]

monday i got to meet fq and josiah~! haven't seen josiah in over 3 yrs man.. he looks a lot more muscular now haha.. the outing wasn't as awkward as i thot it wud be. fq was being his goofy entertaining self i think to keep it frm being awkward.. thankiew fq~ but later josiah and me had some alone time and i grabbed this opportunity to pour out all mi bottled up feelings abt him.. YEA~!! i did it!! woohoo!!! but i felt bad too cos he was being realli decent to me. paid for mi taxi fare.. and i chose the most expensive drink i cud find in far east plaza for him to buy me even after all the mean things i saed to him and etc etc etc.. (too mean to mention!) he even said nice things abt how it wasn't healthy to keep so much hate in me and i shud pursue a better education than him and achieve more than he can.. he sounded rather sincere and caring.. but then guys can't be trusted (he's from rjc man!!! how much betta than him can i get?) so i just rolled mi eyes at him.. guess i was quite mean to him but oh wells.. he deserved it!!! it was like a huge load got lifted off mi shoulders after such a long time when we finally managed to sit down and discuss the issues he ran awae frm.. suddenly realised we both grew up liao.. and he's no more a thing of the past to hate.. i started to see him more as a real person who made mistakes and is learning and i kinda understood why he did all that.. but i'll nv tell him tt cos i dun wanna show him mercy. bleaghs!!! hahhaa altho it was realli fulfilling to have met up with him and i wish him all the best wit everything.. i hope i never see him again!!! =]