the deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy

argh~! i'm giving miself a 15 min break to blog my shit! okie u noe wad? yesterdae and today i realli spent the whole day studying man.. yesterdae started studying at 1pm to 6pm... den cannot tahan and slept from 6++ to 11pm.. den studied again from 1am to 6... den slept till 7am... to clean the house cos my dad came this morn... den i studied again from 10am to NOW~ i never studied so hard in my life before!!! but i think my saviour for today is geoffrey... there were lotsa qns i got stuck on... but he gave me all the notes when he dropped maths cos it was all stolen with my bag. and his notes are much nicer man... so much neater than mine, with very clear notations all his workings and answers are stapled to the back.. so when in doubt.. flip~! without this, i wun feel confident abt maths at all... thanks dude~ i owe u one

*sighs* so annoying i just got my monthlies today... been cramping the whole afternoon! no wonder wei chan saes i've been realli moody and irritable these few days~! ahhhhhhh.. i wonder how he puts up with me and shumei being so noisy and mood-swingy and all.. HAHHAHA thankiew wei chan for everything~! for being so kind with schoolwork (esp. HOI, Maths 1B, and Lit) and for being my good fren, nagging at me to do my work and for being so lame and especially being urself~!!!!! i NOE u'll get into medicine cos u worked so hard and ur personality is GREAT~

now this post is starting to become more and more like a dedication entry. hahahhaa~ but its realli true man! trinity ppl are realli helpful and kind.. i've got to thank ivan as well for helpin me relax when we study cos he's such a bloody slacka! *jkjkjk!* but i have nothing to give back cos i dun have anything to offer! i'm such a useless dumbass!

aniwae... last night... 3am.. stella and henrietta brought mi sis home damn pissed drunk.. think it was her first time getting drunk.. and mi sis was acting all weird.. crying and laughing... it freaked me out man~! scare me sia. den she got a nosebleed and bled all over the bed... i freaked out like crazy! but i managed to help her wash up and everything...haisszx... stress ah.. she kept calling all her frens and talkin in a weird accent man... SCARIE! luckily i dun drink much and probably getting drunk is a long time awae..