the deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy

i kinda stopped my skipping lunch program and still man.. how cud i have just fainted like that??

so embarrassing... last nite.. 10 min after my shower i noticed a long armpit hair and i plucked it and when i looked back at the mirror, i noticed how terrible i looked.. so pale and so dizzy.. i tried forcing my eyelids open but they wudn't budge!! then suddenly colourful dots clouded my eyes and i leant against the mirror, moaning "yurisan.. i'm sick" and the next thing i knew i was lying on the floor with my sister shouting my name!! i was super shocked and then my sis held me while i cried and cried~ i still realli dunno why i did that man~ my sis told me that i was shaking when i was unconscious and she slapped me real hard to get me to wake up! thank you yurisannn for helpin me and fussing over me hehe.. bleahss.. if u weren't there i wud still be lying on the bathroom floor naked and freezing till i catch a cold... and i wudn't want ani other person (except for mama) to see me in such a state! and u noe i'll nv ever verbally say thank you to u cos u're my sis.. so if u stumble on my blog be sure to read this. muahahahaha!! but i'm still ur sis so dun expect me to make the house spick and span cos of this!

i skipped psych lecture today to check out what was wrong with me.. i discovered that while i fainted i fell head-first and knocked my head on the bathroom floor.. i have an enormous baluku on the right side of my head and my shoulder!!! n my ears keep tuning out to make some weird "WEEEEEET" sound.. like those colourful after-hours type of slides on tv channels~! and the doctor was realli strange too.. asked me weird comments and routine questions..

"i know yuyi sounds chinese.. are u just adding a 'ma' in the front to make it sound japanese?"

"could u be pregnant?"
"nope"
"are u sure??"
"yah"
"how can u be so sure?"
"URHHHH... cos i've nv done 'that' before?"
"NEVER??"
"yarh... NEVER.EVER."

wahh lann eh.. wanna faint again man~ he was an older man and i wanted to respect him without being too direct.. and his reaction was so weird! he's probably thinking.. asians and their conservative way of thinking.. hehe

he made me go for some blood test and the lady just poked the needle right in the middle of where i fold my arm and so it was difficult for the needle to stay straight.. she kept moving the needle around and bending and straightening my arm man!! i dun mean to be a wuss but it kinda hurt and i was paranoid that the needle would just poke out in another spot! and she said there might not be enuff blood to test.. so i might have to go back again!!! WHAT!!! oh i have to call them up on thurs.. i gotta remember!!!