the deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy

just got disconnected from lynn's hp in spore!!! AHHH! oh wells.. i was telling her abt my day and all.. so many pple's bdae this month.. and especially this week!! realli going broke mate.. i think in this week alone there's birthday ppl: kah yan, kevin mah, joshua, kevin tan, yonsen, alyn, shasti? and nex week's ann and jennifer!

went to kevin mah and yonsen's bday party and i was the first guest there~ how funni is that? i cudn't realli mix with a lot of the pple there, as in i knew them but cudn't hold much of a conversation so i just danced like siao in the uropa function room. =]haahaa.. i'm so happi i finally sweat after so long of non-exercise!!! and it was quite fun cos later on jolyna, jennifer, edwin and the ah bengs came and tried the melbourne shuffle with me~ i think we played sandstorm - darude like 5 times? cos tt was the onli trance song we cud find on kevin mah's laptop! and this yonsen ah! he breakdance, he do his own shuffle so funnie man~! but he was not bad leh~! hehe, too bad jaya mulia's grp of boys as usual not interested in dancing.. oh well.. to each his own~ i think i realli danced the whole time man~! i'm like quite tired now~ but it was all good~!

hehe~ jaya mulia drove me home man!! how cool was tt? it's like the difference of trinity compared to sngs had just hit me. just 10 months ago i wud be so used to my mother driving me around and frens getting lifts from each other's parents. but now i'm in a school where it's very normal for my frens to own, drive cars n send each other home! feels so strange and i suddenly felt small compared to all my older schmates~ omg.. geoff & randy are 20. and jaya mulia's 20 next yr! by then i'll be barely reachin the age to be legally clubbing! i feel like i wanna be older, wiser, legally responsible and yet i still wanna be young, active, allowed to act cute and have crushes on every nice guy i noe! *sighs* i feel tt i'm in a v WEIRD situation. ah~ the quirky dilemmas of a girl in her mid-late teens!!

shitz.. it's 4am and my antivirus freeware still isn't done downloading.. k la.. i need to rest for my drama and my media research essay.. PANICKING LIKE STUPID! FASHION AND FEMINISTS SHOULD JUST BE MORE MATURE AND NOT SO COMPLICATED THAT I CAN'T WRITE A SINGLE LINE ON THEM WITHOUT BEING CONFUSED!!!! n where am i gonna get the rest of my 15 references from? i onli have 6 days man.. 6 TICKING days. n i still ain't serious abt my work!! DAMN!