the deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy

i'm sucha slackarrr~! woke up at 1++pm todae.. sighszx.. afta this i betta read up on my psych and hoi!! aniwaeszx.. yesterdae i met up with stephanus, florence, andre & kenneth to go sponsor-hunting for our annual ball~ it was fun but i kinda got a little worn out after 3 hours! had a few rejections and "i'll think about it"s but i guess tt's part of society~ at least the hair warehouse manager said she'll do something~ one's betta than nothing!! =] oh.. andre & kenneth were late and we went to meet them at the chinatown arcade. florence wanted to surprise them so she started running from behind.. and i thot wad the hell and i started running too! the thing was.. my ugg boots were so damn slippery tt i slid and fell on my BUTT! and florence was right in front of mi and she fell and sat on mi!!! OMG!!! how terribly EMBARRASING is that?! stephanus & andre just stared open-mouthed and laughed like siao!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!! idiots! my left butt cheek's been hurting until now!! hmph!

afta tt i lazed around at home watching japanese videos wit mi mum~ she came wit mi to crown casino whilst i went to the club next blue~ oh maan.. like so mani of mi schmates were there!!! jaya & mulia came too!! i was quite excited cos i nv expected them to even want to come but it was such a disappointment when mulia got bounced out cos he was dressed too casual.. well it was onli his skate sneakers!!! wad was the bouncer's problem? hmmmm.. there's alwaes next time i suppose.. but their trip was realli wasted man.. they came all the way from chapel street! oh wells.. my usual clubbing frens (jennifer, xiaoyun, pei ni, yenteng, rachel & christina) came and christina brought her fren from perth. nice guy, tt dude.. he can realli dance~ =] met the others later on.. lemme list 'em down cos it's quite exciting~ ann, lee ren, gabriel, kevin mah, joanne, randy(!?), ating, melissa, rachelle, adelene, sabrina,edric(?!), joel(?!), siok hui, chip, makram... still got some more! hehe.. it's like a trinity event.. ok maebe i'm exaggerating it! but it was realli fun all the same~ this time i wore my new outfit frm japan~! this black tube top which can be zipped onto matching pants~ kinda hard to explain but i like it~! hehe.. i wore my new pink rubber heels.. AND THEY KILLED ME so bad tt i had to rest between songs and i got especially worn out!!! my feet are still hurting!! dang it~! anyhow.. i'm makin this the last time i'm clubbing for this term and i got no regrets afta last night~ OH YARH!! i came home with my mum and while my mum was helping mi home (cos of mi shoes!) from the taxi.. some bozo(s) hurled oranges at us from at least 6 storeys up and there were these oranges exploding on the floor around us!! it was realli scari.. at first i screamed but i stopped miself cos it wud add to their satisfaction.. bastards!!!!! it's not funni.. it's DANGEROUS!!! at that height, if an orange had hit my head.. i probably wud be knocked out! ASSHOLES!!! i kinda have this fantasy of being some gansta and shooting the oranges before they hit the ground and then with super eyesight, shoot an orange in the offender's house to scare him/her! YES!!  *slap miself to reality* okaes.. m aebe not! AHH shit i gtg study!!!



FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you.
You like it the way you are. To be unreachable,
 no need to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say to yourself that
you dont need anyone, that you stand on your own two feet
or that you dont have time for these things. But in reality
you are scared to get hurt. You feel safe where you are: by yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You invent your own relationship in your dreams.You just need to know that you COULD get a partner. Thats it.